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Transition!

Helllooooo!!! 😊😊

So, this week’s update! (Sounds like I’m reporting to you, lol)

So far, I have been going out of my mind. Literally! Thoughts come in and go out like my mind’s been a hotel for them. I just couldn’t catch up. Lately, I haven’t been thinking straight. Have you met with similar incidences in your life? No? Just me?

OK. I will carry go on then..

I just do not know how to understand myself anymore. So, I tried to find the cause of it. Well, the results took me by surprise.

Would you like to know what I found out? Then go further down and read along 🙂

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(ok, sorry for messing around with ya.)


Spoiler alert: Read on and you might find yourself struggling with the same thing. And you can take what I write here, my experiences, and apply it to your life as well, if applicable that is.

(sorry, just inserted “spoiler alert” for extra attention 😋)

So, this is actually weird. I would like to bring a change to this society. I want to make a difference. But, I just don’t know where to start. I searched for answers on the internet(I knew I should’ve prayed first 🤦🏽‍♀️), and I found the answers but they were quite confusing. It made me doubt even more about myself. I should just shut up! 😣

I did several tests to find out about my personalities and talked to some friends and acquaintances about them, asking for validation, and just stuffs, okay…

And to my surprise, I was just typing in my browser “Jobs for INFJs” and ten things just popped. Yeah, I am an INFJ, but also a 7, like how? right? Well, I am too young to understand why, so let me skip all that.

I researched how I could be satisfied, with what kinda jobs and what kinda hobbies. And I found out. I actually found my purpose in life. A purpose I once longed for. A purpose that was already living in me and yet after all these tests, did I get to meet such bliss.

I found the love of my life, basically. I found why I feel how I used to feel (or am feeling now), why all of this matters to me when people won’t give a second thought. I found it, you guys! I found my track to trod on. I am on a search of knowing more about the self. Yes, some might think this is just foolishness, cuz why know ourselves, I think we will know with time. But knowing and understanding oneself are totally two different worlds. You don’t just know your strengths and weaknesses but you understand them, understand where to put them to use and where not to. And there are others that might think this is so selfish. If you would do something for yourself, this is the best thing you could do. You could know yourself and teach others to find purpose. You, knowing yourself, could answer better to ” Tell me about yourself” in interviews. I appreciate those who took the time to learn how their selves function and how they vibe. This is why they see personal development as a major impact.

So, with this, I am now shifting to a different platform. (No, I am not leaving you, sweetie!)

I would like to just make use of all this time that is given to me to devote myself to learning things and experimenting with things.

Let me tell you something about myself, before we leave (the post, that is):

My name is Sharon. I am currently 21 years old. I do things extraordinarily. I took a job right after high school (lol) because I thought a Bachelor’s degree was such a waste of time. It truly was, until getting to know myself proved otherwise. I left my job because I felt like my mental health was deeply affected, mainly because I had to tackle my ill father and the work. So I left, without knowing that, after 3 months of his demise, I would recklessly be searching for jobs. But after the journey of getting to understand me, I am now challenged to give my mind a rest and my soul a sanctuary, because the jobs I wanted to have all along were in me. I am able to create the “jobs” and not wait for people to spoon-feed me with their salary. I am independent enough to live in this beautiful, crooked world.

I love to learn and I am currently a History major student, which I took not so I can get a job out of it, but rather get a learning satisfaction from it. And so, if I die, people will look at my kids and say “They had an outstanding mother, like no other” (I know I am dreaming lol, but, shhh…) So I will say this one thing to you: “Success isn’t defined in my vocabulary, so I am trying to define it myself after I retire at the age of 40”

And to commemorate the ending of this post, I would like to share you this!

This is my YouTube video. I am starting this because I feel love when doing it. (Also, to help me motivate to study. You will see more posts based on these now. No more pep talks with Sha 😎)

Hope you’ll be there on my next post. Cuz, this blog is all about my life-journey. A road less travelled. 🙂

Byeeeeeee……..

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